Weeks of trying to block you out
Weeks of trying to move on
Weeks of trying to forget what we were all about
Weeks of being done with holding on
All undone, within seconds of your single text, saying “hi”
You and your incorrect grammar and sad spelling mistakes
You, that left without a goodbye
You, that gave me nothing but a million heartaches.
Don’t you know that my walls aren’t strong yet?
That when you come back each time I just give in
Believing you every time, just caught in your net
Of lies and deceit and I still love you, right from your shoes to your stupid grin
You’re toxic, this is toxic, we are toxic and everything about us shows it
You’re passive aggressive and I’m crazy
We weren’t meant to last and everyone knows it
Why won’t you stop coming back, and slowly killing me?
My walls aren’t strong, not yet, but someday
One day when they are standing tall and proud
And you won’t be able to get in and you’ll miss me, bad,
Your pleading voice will go unnoticed, no matter how loud.